Violence might be the awnser...?

[xFadingEternityx]

Okay, I have a question and story.
Lately, I have been 'seeing' strange things and 'hearing' them. Yesterday, I stayed up in the living room all night out of fear. When I was heading to my room I heard someone call my name and I just ran back towards the living room, and stayed there. I've got a strange feeling about the apartment, but this place is brand new, my dad and I were the first to move in.

During, the day and night I have strange phenomena of someone standing next to me, or staring at me. I've had the thought, because, I've been very stressed and annoyed lately, it could be letting in or causing negative energies from spirits to be attracted to my house. Since no one has died there, and I've been known to be very dark.

I watch violent shows, and I draw violent pictures to express my anger when I don't cut myself. My mom says that it could be the presence of spirits from another house. I haven't told her about my pissy attitude though, everything I do involves or makes me hate someone or something, down to the music I listen to.

Does anybody know whether I could be imagining this, because I'd really love to, but whenever I'm home alone, doors slam, I can see a person walking through my house, or sense them. In another way, I've sensed it ever since I moved to the house, because thats when I started cutting myself, watching violent shows, or drawing violent pictures, but its never seriously bothered me till now, I'm moving from my apartment to a place closer to my school so I can be with my friends, and now it's really getting to me, is it possible its just hysteria causing me to hallucinate or if it is something, I plan to take pictures but most of the time I'm fearful of walking through my house.

[horus74]

I am thinking you are creating poltergist activity due to your dark nature. I have heard that poltergist activity is usually connected to a young person who has psychic abilities. If U learn to control your emotions, might B able 2 use this gift 2 your benefit. Stop cutting yourself...Its not worth it...I know cause I used 2 too.

[byrd]

Hi...I don't think you are creating anything because of your dark nature. Things have happened to many people irregardless of light or dark natures. I think your age has alot to do with it. They say that spirits are atracted to younger people especially tweens and teens and even younger yet. You say this just started in your new home. Has this ever happened to you before?

As far as cutting your self...why would you want to hurt your self? What are you lacking in your life that deems this type of attention?
Those scars will not go away!

Take Care!

[Desie]

Its funny cause I am passing through the same thing. I feel someone always there with me and/or staring at me. I used to draw violent pictures as well I am an artist and the pictures I drew not many people liked them. I do feel annoyed as well. When I read your story I was immediately drawn to the fact that you feel the same things I do. I watch a show thats called A Haunting, and enjoy very much so. I don't think you are going crazy... my mom thinks that there's an in balance in my brain. lol. I am passing through much worse now. I moved into our apartment 4 years ago and stuff has been happening to me ever since then. I think that I have an attachment, you might have one as well. We can talk to compare the signs that we both have been passing through. Be careful.

[sasori]

something is wrong whith my meror becouse sometimes i look into it and i see a more evil version of myself and i did not think that was posible i know im not crazy and i can know when bad stuff will happen so what is wrong with me am i insane or am i psycic or a little bit of both o ya im just like the guy at the top of the page

[djrider86]

man... i remember the cutting days myself. as for the weird happenings, not sure what advice i could offer. i grew up in a haunted house due to my older sister practicing black magic. has been haunted then and now 21 years later still is. though its weird because seems like they come and go.
mostly when my older sister comes around and spends at least one night, then its like ghost central! i'll post something later about the entire story, but right now im too lazy to do so.
the only thing that has ever worked for me, if at all, i used to yell when they would try to scare me. or get annoyed by it. probbly a dumb thing to do but they do seem to leave me alone. hadnt bothered me in months.