I want help

[tootyfruity]

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I'm reaching out by searching the internet. Most of my life I've had very "real" dreams that happen latter, even if I tell the person that is involved in my dream or try to warn them. Other stange things happen around me too, and this is witnessed by my family and friends.
I want to know if anyone is doing research in this field in the Northwest beause I want to know if there is such thing as making it go away or controling it so that I can live a "normal life" without this.
I am very ill and can't sleep. I don't like being weird and feeling guilt Please, if anyone knows where I can get help.

[Einstein2]

You don't need help..You need to watch your dreams and let them guide you!Tell those who don't believe you to jump in boiling oil. Note: They are not your freind!. I know what you are saying and it is a gift from a higher place.Those things have been recorded all through history and it's because of ingnorance of others that don't believe that are making you feel somewhat guilty....Man!! Dump that feeling....But let me say, I will bet that a lot of people have had dreams that seemed to be true or did come true are not saying or are denying it. Your not crazy You are "Special "and they need help more then you!I have read reports of Army families dreaming of loved ones serving being hurt and it came true...Jeff Gorden had feelings of his race one time not going well and he had many problems and lost that race...Fact! He also admitted this on T.V. after the race was over.He did not think it was strange talking of this feeling...Fact! Race drivers often go by dreams and feelings of up comming faiths of thier races.
So tell the others to take a trip to the library where they will get lots of indept facts of strange and weird happenings! Oh yes! Ask them if they really know why or how they really got on earth and see if they can answer that one with a true heart and a really smart answer! Other then birth......That is! So far I don't think anyone has anwered that yet! I bet your a really nice person...Have you ever been harassed ect??? in your life!!If I had my way!! I know a couple "No-brains" who I should have put in jail because of thier ignorent and dangerous ways to all around them especially around older folks...Mind you! That is sad! and could have by the law and I had confirmation on that issue and witnesses too even years after they did not work at that place! Nice law suite money I could have had P.S."I still can" ..So anyway....Let those dreams guide you ....You can't help everyone but you can do the best for your life and give with your heart and pray for others too...It will come back in multitudes. Oh Yes!!!Happy New Year to all!

[tootyfruity]

Einstein2, Thank you for your words of comfort. I've been thinking of asking for help for years but don't have the courage. I had an aunt like me. My family has always benn suportive. But I don't like being this way. I'll give you examples;
I dreamed my uncle for the first time ever in my life, he told me to tell my mom that he wanted to see her or talk to her, maybe for the last time time. I felt the urgent tone in his voice, his persistence. I told Mom to at least call him, since we were 1,500 miles away. She didn't call him in time, and he died of a massive heart attack about 10 days after my dream. I know that my Mom beleives me. I've been this way all my life. However I fell guilt for not being more persistant.
I sometimes know that a member of the family is pregnant even before she knows. It's not a felling, I get a glimsp of her with the newborn for an istant as she comes near me. I am able to discribe the baby, down to the color of it's eyes. After the baby is born it feels strange holding the child, because I've already met him or her. I saw my two sons before they were born, in dreams.
My sons have grown up seeing and hearing things when thay were around me. They are grown and quite stable. However they will now and then talk to me about the things that they remember, and how they were impacted by the apparitions and sounds that didn't make sense.
I am very uneasy opening up with this, but I do want help. I am ill, and can't sleep.

[crazydave]

I know my self not to ignore dreams i have had many unexplained dreams and have noticed that these things i dream about end up happening. it kinda freaks me out sometimes but ideal with it . i just hope i dont have bad dreams and they come true but i havent had any bad ones yet. I think dreams are more than just a random thing they y in my mind are visions ofthings that will come true or could come true, I read your post and know what you mean and this is somthing that should not be ingnored. You could find that these dreams are visoins that could help people or atleast warn them of something.

[Einstein2]

Speaking of visionary..I had the coolest dream and I surley would love to be the person who would make the money or even have the model for it! I dreamed I was driving down the road and came up to what looked like a huge tank over the ocean or water..I went and ask what was being built and they said a farm!It was called :The Fells something ect?farm. It was being built by I belieive china or Japan or of asian type people to be sold!It looked like a huge tanks the size of twenty story builbings being built in or near the water and their was many buildings on top and other stainless steal looking buildings along side of it.Even the highways and vehicles going to it looked different.I went into the building and proceeded talking to a man who was doing paperwork and discussing issues with a second man welding. I asked what year it was he siad!!! 2140 or 20,043 and it was 4:30 in the afternoon..I asked if I could get information on the newly being built place the copying machine was even strange looking. A strange ship came in from the ocean and was loading something in from the tank..I asked what they were doing and the man said they were taking the stuff in and halling it around the world to different places for electricity.I mean this place was like a small city..Huge!!Cool Ha!I wonder if this is a incite to the future? I think I am going to do an artistic painting and then put it into a fair or somthing. Think of that putting manour and sewage and other man made mateiral stuff that was being converted into a sort of solid material and useing it for heat and electricity and also for power for space flight and for space life. This stuff could not be used on the land anymore because of pollution probems of the past !!! He also mentioned there was not one item that ran from outside electricity, the place was 100% Self Sufficeint.
Not so off kilter when you think of it ha!Especially when you think of what there doing now-a-days!I am a Genius what can I say! funny thing is every year I have the same dream then all of a sudden this cool dream pops up!We are visionaries and we are Good!Do not let some person lead you from being your self.... tell them to take a hike ike! them to slip a disk so they can't follow you anymore!ect!